Well I had my back surgery Monday and cannot bend at the waist so I am so friggin bored. I finally got brave enough to journal but I'm not too sure how it looks after all this medicine that I'm on. But I feel no pain, the first time in over a year and it feels great. I'm not even depressed. I think this time I finally got it! Idon't know if Ive written what happened.Oddly enough it's do to stress. I ruptured my l-5 disc a year ago and had it fixed then a week later I re-ruptured the same disc plus now have a hernia on the same disc. I got tired of beng no good around and guilty for not being able to pull my weight so a few more weeks or month and I'll be back to my old self. I have managed to recreate a new look for my website, just taking time updating all the pages.
Thanks for reading and have a lovely tomorro!
Candy Little

Today was a very good, did nothing but rest. Yesterday I scheduled back surgery for Monday 4/2, can't wait to get this out of the way. Hopefully the feeling in my foot and ankle will come back but if not I can still live with this. Nothing else really to write.
Thanks fo reading!

Just got home from the dentist office and wow!!! I'll just have to work on one tooth at a time; by the time I'm done I'll still be mostly toothless as it is so expensive and my husband and I are spending all of our money on our health (his heart and my depression and back surgery's). But I'm not complaining because I know it could be so much worst. At least we can come up with the funds for the surgeries. besides I'm in my mid 50's so I've had a good run with these choppers LOL.
The sun is shining and I'm just chilling here in front of the TV relaxing! My son has gone to the gym, he helps out so much around here. He's 21 and cleans, cooks, shops and washes clothes; not all of this alone, he just pitches in, I think I raised him right.
I hope you enjoy the extra activity at the top of this blog if you have any suggestions for anything else please let me know.
Well I guess I'll get off of here and do some cleaning myself.
I hope you have a wonderful day!
Candy Little

Yes I'm starting to work on this again so please be patient and if there's something you'd like to add be my guest.
Candy.
These days are quite lonely even though I have a wonderful husband and son, I have lost everyone else in my life including my sister and most of my friends. It's such a shame because if I were in a wheel chair people would have no problem accepting my disablitiy but since it's my brain; people just freak out leave well enough alone (for them that is). The only person who I know would have stuck by my side was my dad who died back in 1988. He knew all my life that there was something different about me but of course like him I did not even understand what was going on with me.
I hope that by journaling my thoughts and experiences that I can reach out and help others like me.
Please don't get me wrong, I have gone through therapy and have healed quite nicely and am left with merely depression and anxiety that I deal with; with prescriptions.
I wish you a wonderful weekend!
Candy Little